Suddenly I just feel so tired... so tired from all the things that are waiting for my attention. Can I find a shelter to rest and hide away?

Grandma dearest!!!

It was really a great day spent at my grandma's place. She is, and will always be my all time dearest! I love u to the bits.

It is such a pleasure spending quality time with her once again. It seems such a long time ago when I juz laze the day away with her. I felt I have been neglecting her quite a bit since I started JC. How beautiful were those pri sch days when I would return to her and my grandpa after sch. We had so much time together. Hardwork were little and they dun really nag even if I dun do my work(I mean wat's the big deal abt those lame hw in pri sch. haha... ) So nice juz staying with them till my parents pick me up in the evening. Somehow life seems very simple then. Ha! I wonder why...(kids are young n innocent)

Siting by her side, juz listening to her decade-old stories of her childhood, old neighbours, Japanese occupation and not forgetting all the various complaints about this and that was surprisingly such a fufilling thing to do. It almost bring me back to my pri sch days. I might seem to be the one providing u the company now, but really u are a fantastic company for me too coz I know that even if the whole world turn their back on me, u for one will always keep that door of urs open. =)

I luv this pic of darling geetha n me! haha...

how will it feel controlling this sweetie...

Not exactly a great daughter

Looking back at my previous entry and all the resentful emotions that filled me as I was typing it, I realised what a lousy daughter I can be at times. My frens are right. What's the big deal about not using the car. (yes, it's a small issue in the big scheme of things. ) Didn't I survive without the car for a good 18 yrs? Juz coz I have my license now, I muz use the car, and expect to use it as and when i want to? And when my dad isn't too happy about me using so much of his car, I get pissed with him and show him face. Haha... so childish now that I think of it. Have I forgotten all the other things he has given me? I should be contented.... contented with all that freedom, love and concern he has given me all along. I love u all the same dad. =)

Silence

What is the meaning of silence? Sometimes silence is deafening and simply unbearable, urging you to break it. On other occasion, it is a delightful relief to that endless calls for deadlines on your mobile.

I hate that silence on friday night. It was not meant to be. I know beneath that silence is a whole pool of unhappiness and perhaps telling off. But it never came through. Escapse a earful. I should be more than glad, shouldn't I? Perhaps I prefer certain things to be brought out to the table.

Anyway, thanks to the frens whom had to bear with all my complaints and foul mood on fri night. I luv u all for juz being there. *hugs* =)